Tuesday, January 08, 2008
08 january 2008
i am feeling so emotional now.
not the kind of being alone and depressed
known as ''emo''
but more of having a complete mood swing.
i was shocked at myself as well.
i was just casually taking out the letters from OBS
and when i finish reading i felt tears coming to my eyes.
as i read about all the bad experiences and the missing of home
but i felt that it was a good experience.
i just miss everyone who was in
CHENG HO july'07
people from
YUSOK ISHAK SEC SCH
crap. the feelings just wash all over me
and i feel so overwhelmed.
suddenly i just felt a teeny weeny bit of loneliness
and it craps when you dun have any siblings
and you are alone and the only child.
just browse through temasek poly homepage
and the full time students fees were like
$16,000????
or more than that for a whole year.
reconsidering poly option and thinking of going to work.
cant believe the amount.
but my parents want me to go as far as i can in my studies
because they did not manage and wants me to sort of fulfil their dreams.
i am just so confused.
DNT theme came out.
TRAVEL.
quite a general topic but difficult also.
hmmms.
this year will be a mad rush.
totally i guess.
and *bling* suddenly its december again.
dun mind me
im like having a lot of emotional problems with myself.
haven't exactly understood myself yet.
with love,
simply simple me
feel the beat. [10:08 PM]
