Wednesday, October 31, 2007
31 october 2007
wednesday
though i feel tired but i still will post
try to make it a brief one
that incident is resolved?
we are friends now.
hahas.
we decided to let it stay that way for the time being
but dunno lars.
hahas.
jackie's theory is quite funny lars.
so yesterday went to
IMMIGRANT CHECKPOINT AUTHORITY
val oso went so we thought that it was the one in lavender
end up guess where we went to?
TUAS!!!
and opposite was malaysia
so ue can imagine we practically went from one end to another
super tired after the trip came back near 7pm i think
den met rebecca for dinner
cos i had to settle it myself
todae after foundation programme
went home den quickly bath to rush
to church for the planning of an upcoming camp
im in charge of finance and admin
hahas
my maths is like ____ and im in charge of finance
quite ironic
*new word learnt today!
or rather scrupulous was the new word
actually i knw the meaning
but i dint know how to phrase it
SCRUPULOUS= GOING THROUGH ANYTHING TO GET WHAT HE WANTS.
so yupx basically today it was like that
I CANT WAIT!!!
3 more days
to CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG
yippees!!!
hahas
im like a small kid.
(:
till here den
much loves~
simply simple me (:
Monday, October 29, 2007
i cried.
im really sorry
im sorry that i cant be perfect
i know no matter how many times i say sorry to ue
ue will just tell me
that its not my fault
or something else
i had no idea how much my words had hurt ue so deeply
im really sorry
i dint purposely say those things to hurt ue
and ue should know that
but its like
i noe ure afraid of rejections
i am too
i dun want to hurt ue again
cos i know i already did once
im really sorry
i cant think of anything to sae besides
sorry
although ue haven officially asked yet
but im still undecided
ure right
something is holding me back
something that i dun wanna really sae it here
if ue wanna know
or ue can choose not to
its up to ue im not forcing ue or anything
ue can ask me
and maybe i wun be able to control myself
and i will just let the tears fall
because im really caught in the middle
sometimes i dunno how to face ue or even just talk normally to ue
im sorry
im really sorry
truly
i know it hurt ue deeply
but although i said it
it hurts me too
think of how i might feel?
im only glad that ue understand some parts of the conv. last night
please dun fall into depression
im really sorry
i cant think of anything else to say
after i read ur post
i jus broke down and cried
n my mind jus stopped
i dint know why the tears fell
or why i had such a huge reaction..
thank you for the things that ue have done for me
i appreciate it
ue should know that.
thank you & sorry
):
love is not when two people look at each other
but love is when they look in the same direction together.
taken from ms chua
Labels: and the tears just fall..
Sunday, October 28, 2007
28 october 2007
sunday
yesterday had to get up SUPER early for PTM
a.k.a PARENT TEACHER MEETING
BORING!
almost went there late
lucky wasnt
cos it was raining a little as well
reach hall den sat right at the back
nobody sang the school song
retarded-
den listen to mr ong talk
rather long
den mrs lee talk
quite interesting
i actualli paid attention
about post-secondary education
interesting
den my number was 27 rather at the back
hahas
ended up i was the last
SADD-ED!
met mr jason
talk bout my maths lorr
wad else
n it so happened mr jason is my maths teacher
think im gonna have tuition one-on-one
ANYONE GOT GOOD RECOMMENDATIONS
FOR A GOOD MATHS TUTOR
PLEASE TELL ME!!
THANKS! (:
den went home and got ready to go to church
met rebec at 4
headed to eunos
super long never go alreadi
felt a little awkward
priscilla is migrating to austraila tmr
so sec 3s had like a farewell party for them
dint really stay long
had a slice of pizza
cos rebecca was kinda moody and asked me wan go over her aunt"s place
cos they celebrating for her there again
see her like so moody so ask my mum can anot
den she sae ok
so went to bedok
we took bus but alighted one bus stop earlier
hahas
so just walked and talked
super funny
reached the house
NOBODY inside!
hahas
but later dey came back
so yars spent some time dere
rebecca cuz teach her how to solve rubik's cube
picked up a little on the way
hehx
her uncle said we looked alike
the style the way we talk etc etc
bec & me was laughing
den went takin pictures of her and the cake
we took some together oso
they said we look totally alike
hahas
her parents sent me home
THANK YOU!
n reach home around 11.30 like that
so bath and everything
slept at 12 again
hahas
realised holidays start i have been comiing home late
but my parents are okae
as long as im safe
(:
till here
much loves~
simply simple me (:
p.s
laughter=simple=ME!
(:
feel the beat. [11:43 AM]
Saturday, October 27, 2007
27 october 2007
saturday
HAPPY BURFDAE TO DEAREST SISTA REBECCA
AND SHAN HUAI
SWEET 15teen!!
so poor thing both of dem early morning on their birthday need to go to school for parent-teacher meeting
hahas
i last one lars!! not fair!
hahas
lucky met mr jason swee min met mr yeo
she supposed to meet mr jason den mr yeo free so she meet him
okaes dats all for the parent teacher meeting todae
talk about BBQ yesterday!!!
hahas
quite fun
vannesa hui zhen and me meet up at white sands den stil early so we walk around white sands first
hahas
hui zhen is a cold blooded person!!
hahas
we posting alot of things we sae on our blog
wanna noe wad i sae can go check out her blog
hahas
after walking around eventually went to macdonald's
den eat a little cos later bbq mahhs
we share nuggets and fries
den later we eat ice cream
hahas
den we eat ice cream as we walk to pasir ris park
where the pit is
reach there saw some of dem there alreadi
playing soccer
hahas
den we jus sit there n enjoy the breeze
it was low tide den
so cool lars cos can see the sediments
under the water most of the time
hahas
took picture like as if we were tourists
hahas
den more pple came
and all of us hadour own ideas on how to start fire
LOLS!!
den eventually started the fire
and wait for it to spread
vann n i marinade the chicken wing!!
hahas
vann like never do before lars
so i took over from her
hahas
hui zhen n i ate the first two chicken wings
of the first batch
hahas
we were guinea pigs!!
in case the food not nice we suffer first
but it was really good!
hehx
ate veri little actualli
cos i drank alot
had alot of fun bbq-ing
den when send vannesa out to the bus-stop
we saw alot of peple in white pretending
to be ghosts
or trail of the undead
cos it was HALLOWEEN!!!
scary lars den we ran away from them
so we walk outside
den went back to the pit lucky never meet them
if not i will jus freak out
spend awhile more time at the pit den left
yixi, hui zhen, see hwee and me
den the guys play soccer
hahs
after awhile while they were soaked in sweat
(ugh!)
hahas
den we all went back
together as a group
cos most of them live central there
so they walk as a group
and yes alot of people are asking me
if HE sent me home and yes he did okae
hahas
dickson kpoh siia
stil ask got talk anot
den i sae have
den he ask talk bout wad
den i sae jus talk lars
hahas
came home around 11.20pm??
den finish bathing and blow drying hair den went to bed at 12
but send rebecca and shan huai happy burfdae msg first
hehx
so till here den
much loves~
simply simple me (:
Thursday, October 25, 2007
25 october 2007
thursday
first two periods todae was literature
mr yeo dint come until like 8.20?
hahas
even after he came its like slacking period lars
we jus talked and he talked oso
hahas
thought he will show us muvee or smth
too bad
den it was maths
mr jason veri nice let us continue
watching TRANSFORMERS
super nice
the way the robots transform
i had my doubts about it
but after i watchedthis all the effects was super good
wasted dint watch in cinema
the effects would be MUCH better
hahas
den actualli suppose to have 1 period of CME
but den mr jason was free n mrs teo dint come
so we continued watching transformers and finished it
wahhs
super nice lorr
hahas
den english did a revision paper that we totally did before
hahas
den geog was okae
we did SS corrections
den kinda no mood do cos i did badly for SS
den afternoon and it makes it worse
hahas
so after came home
wanted to wait for rebecca
but she got councillor meeting
so i went home first
tomorrow is class bbq
hahas
veri sudden cos during recess see hwee talk to mrs teo
think sin wai de phone bill going up alreadi cos we talk very long to mrs teo
hahas
so end up dunno how come settle the bbq is tmr
LOLS!!
den everyone was like okae lorr
if not we oso dunno when can have bbq
actualli got other plans
and i feel SUPER BAD!!
to ue noe who ue are
i try to make it up to ue okaes
i noe ue forgive me alreadi but we are stil
as close as ever!!
LOVES!!! (:
to him
ue dun have to go through so much trouble just because of me
i noe that ue dun wanna attract attention
cos maybe i dun wan to as well
hahas
but ermms the poem thing
i jus dun wan ue to go through unnesscesary things for me
i appreciate it but i dun wanna trouble ue
and ue still can play games
i dint sae ue couldnt
jus learn how to control that's all
ue dun have to change ur whole self for me
cos perfect is not everything
and each person is unique to themselves
regardless of good points or bad points
but maybe some bad points may be worth changing
=P
till here
much loves~
simply simple me (:
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
24 october 2007
wednesday
today was a rather relaxing day?
hahas
first was chinese two periods
at first wang lao shi gave out holiday homework for us to do
i wanted to do but a bit no mood
hahas
so end up dint do
i ended up reading reader's digest
it was really good and moving but extremely sad
the stiry was talking about terrosists which attacked a school filled with children,parents and teachers
n it contained the story on how the terrosists killed and held hostages of the people
it was extremely sad because those that was killed was excecuted in a veri cruel manner
it really touched me and my heart goes out to them even though this incident was around 20 years ago
i felt extremely sad and almost cried
den i dint realised that the sky was so dark and it rain a little
so after that was maths
n mr jason went through paper 2 corrections
realised i could have got higher like one or two marks more
it makes a difference
then after maths hui zhen n i got excited
hahas
cos after recess was chemistry
and ms lim let us watch a show called coach carter
and it was really good
it was about basketball oso
then there was a match and hui zhen n i was discussing
about the show and at one point it was veri exciting because it was down to 9 seconds and the under dog needed one more goal to win the other team.
each time the team scored hui zhen n i would cheer
hahas
n shaun would turn back at us and give us a look
hahas
but wads wrong?
muz be enthu den the show would be much more enjoyable
to me lars
hahas
we haven even watched until half of the show and the bell rang so ms lim had to go
we tried to ask her to stay because we dint have lessons after chem
but she had so we cant continue to watch
SADD-ED!!!
dennis sae ian has the cd
maybe one day go his house to watch or something
veri nice lars!
hahas
okaes
shall stop here
much loves~
simply simple me (:
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
23 october 2007
tuesday
todae had choir
n it was the last choir practice before school ends
not sure if holidae have practice
guess ms zaidah will inform me
haahs
todae choir was kinda fun?
we had to do warm-ups first
then sang rhythm of life &
somewhere out there
cos these two songs are the songs we will be singing
for next year CCA open house i guess
we played murderer
heart attack
den later the whole choir played
7-up chop chilli chop
n we played wacko last
hahas
its the funniest
seeing the whole choir jus laughing along and having a good time makes me smile
guess ue could sae im a veri committed member of the choir
hahas
see hwee tagged me
and i saw HIS blog
guess many people in class noe alreadi
totally and extremly shocked
cos i never never never expect it
and it reali came as a surprise to me
hahas
i called rebec when i saw it
hahas
so onli she knows my first reaction
LOLS!
dun ask me how i feel
cos i think that i cant put it into words
and my inner me saes that
it was a mixture of feelings
guess its those feelings where ue really dont know how to express urself or let it out
i am totally SUPER UBER shocked and surprised
if ue are reading this
i really dunno what to say or even tell ue
i may seem to be very friendly on the outside
but i am very clear how i truly am on the inside
no one has seen the inner me
and it is something i like to keep confidential to myself
guess its called private time
im just overwhelmed by different feelings
its all floodding over me
and i dunno what to sae think or feel
all i have to sae is that im really really surprised
tmr is wednesday
get to go school late
hahas
dickson ask wan go rollerblading tmr
dunno if shld go cos thursdae stil got school
and im always tired after rollerblading
WHO WOULDNT??
hahas
so nort sure yet though
till here den
much loves~
SIMPLY SIMPLE ME (:
Monday, October 22, 2007
22 october 2007
monday
todae went back to school
by right by the end of this week school would have ended
but being sec 3 we have foundation programme
SAD-ED!!!
having qns marks in ur head?
foundation is when we have to go back to sch
for 3 weeks into the holidays for normal school
where they will ''ground us'' in our previous chapters
its veri tiring but if it helps in the national exams
den i try my best
hahas
went SAKAE SUSHI wif ALOT of people
this is the list of people who went todae
1 see hwee (cupcake!)
2 wai hing roxy mama
3 mei tan
4 rebecca
5 ME!
6 dickson
7 jackie
8 ian
9 shan huai
10 ridzuan
11 chong jun
12 johnathan
13 shaun
14 dennis
did i miss anyone?
so OBVIOUSLY ue can tel that we made alot of noise
hahas
and dickson & see hwee wanted to challenge who can eat the most
and whoever loses or the table that loses has to pay the GST!
hahas
quite retarded
but we had alot of fun
good food wif good frens and good fun!
totally relaxing n SHIOK!!
hahas
everyone was like SUPER SUPER full after we came out of the restaurant!! everyone jus walked super slowly and was like complaining!!
hahas
worse stil there is PE tmr
dunno can do anot
still feeling FULL now
bet many of us dint eat dinner
hahas
i had fun today~
much loves~
SIMPLY SIMPLE ME! (:
Sunday, October 21, 2007
21 october 2007
sunday
i went to tm wif rebec on fridae
and we had ajisen ramen
hahas
nothing much to do
so we just walk around and i was trying to like find a clutch bag
couldnt find any
den rebec went to city hall
i went home
yesterdae went to tm again wif my parents
hahas
so siianx lars
went to ikea oso
todae im at home for now
but maybe later goin out to plae badminton wif rebec
hahas
realise this holiday i very into sports
hahas
so un-like me
when i was younger
so okae jjus stop here i guess
nothing much to post about aniwae
can someone help me post photos on my blog?
i have absolutely no idea how to do it
hahas
THANKS!
much loves-
SIMPLY SIMPLE ME (:
feel the beat. [11:33 AM]
Thursday, October 18, 2007
18 October 2007
thursday
dint post for a few days
dint really have the mood to log on the computer
sunday i went rollerblading with my dad
so sweet lars
he actualli asked me first
so i agreed
he cycled by the way
when we came back
he said he wanted to get a pair of blades too
den my mum was like
what if ue break a bone or something
hahas
den monday was a super boring day
jus stayed at home and laze around
tuesday went back to school
got most of the results back
D&T last paper done but first paper get back
hahas
my class have 10 pple
and only 2 pass
not exactly a very good pass
kind of like border kinda thing
hahas
den got back alot of results
some good some okae some totally disappointing
i actualli failed SS lars
cannot believe it
cos i got an A1 for it in mid years
hyas
n yesterdae was goin through papers and stuff
todae my hometutor
gave us the printed report card
saw all the combined marks for all the subjects
so roughly know how much i got and where i stand?
so tomorrow i dun have to go to school
because it is PROMOTION DAY
which is super scary
cos they flash ur face on the board and all the teachers
discuss ur behaviour and attitude
and vote to see if ue wil be promoted to next year?
kinda scary to me
so tmr im goin to east coast for rollerblading
with mei tan and rebec
hope its okae and i wun fall
hahas
till here den
much loves-
SIMPLY SIMPLE ME (:
Friday, October 12, 2007
12 october 2007
friday
today is marking day supposedly
and we dun need to go to school
so i kinda went out?
hahas
but the sting of the blisters and the abrasion
cuts kinda hurt more now?
esp the blisters
cos one of it is open?
and when water hits it or smth
the pain is UNTHINKABLE
unless of cos ue had smth like it before
den i guess ue noe what i am talking about
so woke up at 8 dis morning
dunno why so early but i slept
at 12 last nite
hahas
den went to marina todae
i tink its alot of people's fav hangout?
saw alot of familiar people
hahas
but walked & walked & walked somemore
now my legs are aching?
hahas
my dad is really sweet
even though i suffered those injuries
frm rollerblading yesterdae
he asked me if i wanted to go tmr
while he cycle or smth
im like sure! but i hhave to wear
those hand protection and the knee stuff i guess
hahas
so sweet lars
i think i will spend more time with my family
this holidae
not too sure but time realli flies and
who knows what will happen or
when we will have time together again
not being pessimistic
but hey
im being positive here!!
hahas
all right den
guess its till here
much loves-
SIMPLY SIMPLE ME (:
Thursday, October 11, 2007
11 october 2007
thursday
todae was DNT paper.
rather difficult though
CRAP lars!!!
its like all my papers like veri difficult
super scared i will like fail or smth
oh gosh!!!
hyas.. never mind
tuesdae takin back results
like super scared..
went roller-blading with rebec n mei tan
got blisters on both my ankle bone
on both my legs at the same place lars!!!
so pathetic
den i managed to go down dis
slope which many people would remeber it as
the slope dat i screamed my head off
aniwae i was able to go down by myself
the sad thing is
when i reached the bottom
of the slope
i kinda lost my balance
and my struggling to keep my balance
but i jus fell and landed on my hands
had some abrasion cuts on my hands
which is totally not helping
the pain caused by my blisters
so well i jus accept it
im jus glad i went down that slope
hahas
till here den
much loves-
SIMPLY SIMPLE ME (:
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
9 october 2007
tuesday
todae was literature and geog paper
literature was essay writing wrote like hell
hahas
vann sae she look at me write she veri gan cheong
cos she sae i write alot
hahas
i dun find it actually
LOLS!
geog was okae..
mixed up groynes and breakwaters
CRAP!!
oh well its over already anyway..
tmr will be chinese paper 2
and thursdae will be DNT
mus start revision for dnt todae
cos too many things
hahas
so wanna go out on fridae
but dunno where to go!!
sheesh..
hahas
blog till here first
i cant upload pictures
cos i cant find my USB cable for my camera..
so total crap
much loves-
simply simple me (:
