Friday, November 09, 2007
sometimes things just turn out not the way we want it to be.
sometimes its for the better,
while sometimes its for the worse.
Life can take a drastic change,
be it for good or bad.
but i still have to cope with it,
whether im happy or sad.
i used to think back about the past.
how sometimes those bittersweet memories could still last.
sometimes i want to see us together
but i know that it will never last forever.
we have too many shortcomings.
and may not see eye-to-eye.
we did try to understand each other better,
to see if anything could happen.
but however we still don't really understand each other
and now i know it will forever be never.
noone is perfect i agree
we all make mistakes even me.
but could'nt you just stop and think?
about what is best for everything.
i tried my best
but you still refused.
and now its worse.
i guess this means we are not even friends anymore.
i don't know why i cried those tears before.
my mind and heart is so confused
i really don't know what i should do.
why can't i have true happiness?
or just bliss at least.
i do have love from family and friends
but from you i think i will never get.
you may sae that there is still something between us
and i tried to hold on to that.
hold on to that last bit of hope.
the hope that i will see the light at the end of the tunnel.
but that last bit of trust you blew away.
you proved me right i have nothing to say.
have you never wondered why i keep asking that?
it is just simply because i cared.
but that trust & care is gone for now
i don't know how you feel right now.
maybe things are better this way
but i can tell you that im suffering in silence.
i look at myself both inside out.
and sometimes i think what is it about
that pulls two people together
and get attracted like this.
sometimes i think the tears are just not worth it
but how can i make you understand.
sometimes.
