Monday, October 29, 2007
i cried.
im really sorry
im sorry that i cant be perfect
i know no matter how many times i say sorry to ue
ue will just tell me
that its not my fault
or something else
i had no idea how much my words had hurt ue so deeply
im really sorry
i dint purposely say those things to hurt ue
and ue should know that
but its like
i noe ure afraid of rejections
i am too
i dun want to hurt ue again
cos i know i already did once
im really sorry
i cant think of anything to sae besides
sorry
although ue haven officially asked yet
but im still undecided
ure right
something is holding me back
something that i dun wanna really sae it here
if ue wanna know
or ue can choose not to
its up to ue im not forcing ue or anything
ue can ask me
and maybe i wun be able to control myself
and i will just let the tears fall
because im really caught in the middle
sometimes i dunno how to face ue or even just talk normally to ue
im sorry
im really sorry
truly
i know it hurt ue deeply
but although i said it
it hurts me too
think of how i might feel?
im only glad that ue understand some parts of the conv. last night
please dun fall into depression
im really sorry
i cant think of anything else to say
after i read ur post
i jus broke down and cried
n my mind jus stopped
i dint know why the tears fell
or why i had such a huge reaction..
thank you for the things that ue have done for me
i appreciate it
ue should know that.
thank you & sorry
):
love is not when two people look at each other
but love is when they look in the same direction together.
taken from ms chua
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